Sometimes in grief, you feel like you're doing better.

You're getting through the day. You're sleeping more. Maybe you've started to reconnect with parts of your life again.

And then, out of nowhere, a wave hits.

It can feel like you're right back where you started.

In this episode of the Mindfulness & Grief Podcast, Heather Stang and Amanda Palermo explore Step 5 of the Mindfulness & Grief System: Getting Unstuck.

This step speaks to that common experience of feeling stuck in grief, and gently reframes it. Because most of the time, you're not actually stuck. You're moving through a process that is not linear, predictable, or easy.

Heather and Amanda talk about the "boomerang" nature of grief, why waves come back even when you thought you were doing better, and how the belief that you should be progressing can add another layer of suffering.

They also share practical ways to shift your perspective, including working with the five mental hindrances, expressive arts, and journaling practices that help create movement when things feel heavy or stuck.

You will learn:

• Why grief can feel like it's going backward
• What "being stuck" in grief really means
• How to shift your perspective when nothing seems to change
• The five mental hindrances and how they show up in grief
• How expressive arts can help release what feels stuck
• A powerful journaling practice using different points of view
• Why "appreciation" may feel more supportive than gratitude in grief

This episode is not about fixing your grief or forcing progress.

It is about understanding your experience in a new way, and creating space for movement, even when things feel stuck.

If you've ever thought, "I was doing so well, why does this feel so hard again?" this conversation is for you.

🧘 Timestamps:

00:00 Feeling "stuck" in grief
01:30 The boomerang metaphor
03:15 "But I was doing so well"
05:00 Why grief isn't linear
07:30 The myth of progress in grief
10:00 Acceptance vs fighting the process
13:00 Tasks of mourning vs stages of grief
16:00 What it really means to get unstuck
18:30 The five mental hindrances
22:00 Longing, resistance, and anxiety
26:00 Exhaustion and doubt in grief
30:00 The yoga philosophy perspective
33:00 Grief as energy that needs to move
36:30 Seasons of grief
40:00 Expressive arts and grief landscapes
45:00 Amanda's canvas practice
52:00 Releasing what feels stuck
56:00 Journaling from different perspectives
1:02:00 Writing from a compassionate voice
1:06:00 Appreciation vs gratitude
1:10:00 Closing reflections

Resources and links:

🌿 Full show notes:
https://heatherstang.com/podcast/

💜 Join Awaken Grief Support (Free 14-day trial):
https://heatherstang.com/grief-group/

🎓 Mindfulness & Grief Coach Certification:
https://heatherstang.com/mindfulness-grief-coach-certification/

🎥 Free Living With Grief Workshop:
https://heatherstang.com/living-with-grief-workshop/

When grief brings up difficult emotions, it can be hard to know what to do next. Do you lean in? Do you step back? Do you let yourself cry, or do you take a break from the intensity?

In this episode of the Mindfulness & Grief Podcast, Heather Stang and Amanda Palermo explore how to tend to difficult emotions with more wisdom, discernment, and care.

This is Step 4 of the Mindfulness & Grief System: Skillful Courage.

Skillful courage in grief is not about force or fearlessness. It is about learning how to listen to yourself, knowing when to approach what hurts, and knowing when to rest. Heather and Amanda talk about the pressure to "be strong," the fear of being overwhelmed by grief, and why vulnerability is not weakness. They also explore how grief can show up in many forms, from crying and anger to numbness, confusion, and withdrawal.

You will learn:

• What skillful courage means in grief
• Why difficult emotions are not the enemy
• How to discern when to lean in and when to step back
• The difference between intuitive and instrumental grieving styles
• Why being called "strong" can sometimes feel like pressure
• How the RAIN practice can help during a grief wave
• A mindful movement practice for vulnerability and strength
• A journaling prompt to help you reconnect with your inner courage

This episode is not about pushing through grief. It is about learning how to be with what hurts in a way that is honest, grounded, and kind.

If grief has been feeling overwhelming, or if you are unsure how to respond when difficult emotions arise, this is a gentle place to begin.

🧘 Timestamps:

00:00 Step 4: Skillful Courage
01:35 What this step is really about
03:20 Learning when to lean in and when to step back
05:10 Trusting your own experience in grief
08:00 Making space to cry, or not
10:25 The fear of being overwhelmed
13:10 Grief is more than tears
16:05 The many emotions inside grief
19:45 Feelings as messengers, not enemies
22:20 Intuitive and instrumental grieving
28:10 Moving the energy of grief
31:40 The pressure to be strong
36:25 Vulnerability and courage
40:05 Discernment and inner wisdom
45:15 The RAIN practice
52:40 Using RAIN in everyday life
57:30 Dancing with strength and vulnerability
1:03:15 A journaling prompt for courage
1:07:20 Strength, resilience, and rest

Full show notes and resources:
https://heatherstang.com/podcast/

Connect with Amanda on Instagram:
https://instagram.com/amandapalermo1018

Work with Heather

💜 Try Awaken Grief Support Free for 14 Days
Live support, guided practices, and community for people living with grief.
https://heatherstang.com/grief-group/

🎥 Free Living With Grief Workshop and Live Q&A With Heather
A gentle introduction to mindfulness-based grief support with time for questions.
https://heatherstang.com/living-with-grief-workshop/

🎓 Mindfulness & Grief Coach Certification
Professional training for helpers who want to support others through grief while caring for themselves.
https://heatherstang.com/mindfulness-grief-coach-certification/

When grief softens the initial shock, other feelings often rise to the surface. In this episode of the Mindfulness & Grief Podcast, Heather Stang and Amanda Palermo explore how compassion can support you when grief brings guilt, self-criticism, resentment, and the pain of being human.

Grief does not only break the heart open. It can also make us hard on ourselves. You may judge your emotions, question your reactions, or feel guilty for what you did, did not do, or even for what you feel now. Heather and Amanda talk honestly about how common that is, especially when grief affects family dynamics and old wounds begin to surface.

This is Step 3 of the Mindfulness & Grief System: Compassion for All.

Compassion in grief is not about fixing pain, pretending everything is okay, or forcing yourself to be positive. It is about recognizing suffering and responding with care. That includes care for yourself, care for difficult people, and care for the grieving heart that may feel raw, overwhelmed, or alone.

Heather and Amanda explore the difference between empathy, sympathy, pity, and compassion. They talk about the role of self-compassion in grief, the healing power of common humanity, and how simple practices like a hand on the heart, a compassionate mantra, or metta meditation can help soften shame and self-judgment.

You will learn:

• Why grief can trigger guilt, resentment, and self-criticism
• The difference between empathy, sympathy, pity, and compassion
• How self-compassion includes an active response of care
• What Kristin Neff's three elements of compassion look like in grief
• Why common humanity can ease isolation
• How to create a self-compassion mantra that feels true
• What metta meditation is and how it supports compassion for self and others
• Why compassion is not the same as excusing harmful behavior

This episode is not about getting over grief. It is not about rescuing yourself from pain. It is about learning how to meet your grief, and yourself, with kindness.

If you have been feeling hard on yourself after loss, this is a gentle place to begin.

🧘 Timestamps:

00:00 There Is One Thing That Is Not Impermanent
00:49 Step 3: Compassion for All
02:54 Guilt, Old Wounds, and Unexpected Feelings
05:02 Family Tension and Resentment in Grief
06:36 Empathy, Sympathy, Pity, and Compassion
08:51 "I'm Human, and I'm Doing My Best"
11:24 Self-Care as Compassion in Action
12:06 "I Should Be Over This By Now"
15:04 What Do You Need in This Moment?
17:14 Kristin Neff's Three Elements of Compassion
18:25 Common Humanity and Not Feeling Alone
20:07 Self-Kindness in the Midst of Grief
23:25 Why Grief Groups Can Be So Healing
25:06 Creating Your Own Self-Compassion Mantra
26:15 "This Feeling Isn't Permanent"
27:36 What Compassion Is Not
30:42 Taking Care of Her Daughter
34:31 Compassion for Difficult People
36:01 Metta Meditation Explained
41:23 Adapting the Practice So It Does Not Cause More Suffering
44:55 "I'm Having a Hard Time"
45:35 "I'm Feeling Grief"
47:34 A Preview of Step 4: Vulnerability and Courage

Full show notes and resources:
https://heatherstang.com/podcast/

Connect with Amanda on Instagram:
https://instagram.com/amandapalermo1018

Work with Heather

💜 Try Awaken Grief Support Free for 14 Days
Live support, guided practices, and community for people living with grief.
https://heatherstang.com/grief-group/

🎥 Free Living With Grief Workshop and Live Q&A With Heather
A gentle introduction to mindfulness-based grief support with time for questions.
https://heatherstang.com/living-with-grief-workshop/

🎓 Mindfulness & Grief Coach Certification
Professional training for helpers who want to support others through grief while caring for themselves.
https://heatherstang.com/mindfulness-grief-coach-certification/

When someone you love dies, your mind doesn't go quiet. It gets loud. In this episode of the Mindfulness & Grief Podcast, Heather Stang and Amanda Palermo explore how mindfulness can support you when grief pulls you into rumination, anxiety, and mental loops.

Grief doesn't just affect your heart. It affects your mind. You replay conversations. You imagine worst case scenarios. You jump into the future. You go back into the past. Heather calls this time traveling. And while remembering is natural, rumination often adds another layer of suffering.

This is Step 2 of the Mindfulness & Grief System: Mindful Awareness.

Mindfulness in grief is not about clearing your mind. It is not about pretending you are okay. It is not about spiritually bypassing pain. It is about noticing what is happening right now with honesty and compassion.

Heather and Amanda talk about the difference between pain and suffering, and how the stories we add on top of pain can keep the nervous system activated. They share personal experiences of rumination after loss, grief anniversaries, and what it means to come back to the body when your thoughts feel overwhelming.

You will learn:

• The difference between remembering and ruminating
• Why grief and anxiety often go together
• What "time traveling" does to the grieving brain
• How mindfulness and compassion work together
• A simple breath, body, sound practice
• How body scans interrupt rumination
• What to do when emotions feel too big to unhook from

This episode is not about stopping memories. It is not about forcing yourself to move on. It is about learning how to be present with your grief without adding extra suffering.

If your mind feels stuck in loops after loss, this is a gentle place to begin.

🧘 Timestamps:

00:00 Pain and Add-Ons
01:15 What Mindfulness Is and Is Not
05:20 Remembering vs Ruminating
09:10 Time Traveling and the Grieving Brain
14:00 Mindfulness and Compassion
18:40 The Flashlight and Lantern Metaphor
24:30 Pain vs Suffering
30:15 Rumination Loops After Loss
35:20 Breath, Body, Sound Practice
41:10 Body Scan and Feeling Tones
49:30 Mindful Crying
55:40 Grief Anniversaries and Both and
1:00:10 Returning to Wisdom

Full show notes and resources:
https://heatherstang.com/podcast/

Connect with Amanda on Instagram:
https://instagram.com/amandapalermo1018

Work with Heather

💜 Try Awaken Grief Support Free for 14 Days
Live support, guided practices, and community for people living with grief.
https://heatherstang.com/grief-group/

🎥 Free Living With Grief Workshop and Live Q&A With Heather
A gentle introduction to mindfulness-based grief support with time for questions.
https://heatherstang.com/living-with-grief-workshop/

🎓 Mindfulness & Grief Coach Certification
Professional training for helpers who want to support others through grief while caring for themselves.
https://heatherstang.com/mindfulness-grief-coach-certification/

The First Step to Calm Your Nervous System After Loss

Grief doesn't just affect your heart. It affects your body. In this episode of the Mindfulness & Grief Podcast, Heather Stang and Amanda Palermo explore why grief overwhelms the nervous system and why you can't think your way out of it. When loss shakes your world, symptoms like brain fog, insomnia, body aches, anxiety, and exhaustion are not signs that you are failing. They are signs that your body is under stress.

This episode introduces the first step in the Mindfulness & Grief System: Conscious Relaxation. You'll learn why calming the body comes before processing meaning, how simple focusing practices interrupt the stress cycle, and why tending to your nervous system is foundational in early grief and during grief waves.

Heather and Amanda share personal experiences of shock, numbness, cognitive confusion, and somatic symptoms after loss. They discuss research on the relaxation response, practical focusing techniques such as breath counting and mantra repetition, and how small, consistent practices can restore a sense of agency.

You'll also learn:

• Why grief creates inflammation and physical symptoms
• How to interrupt rumination through simple attention practices
• What to do when sitting meditation feels impossible
• How to create a sleep sanctuary after loss
• Gentle journaling prompts to help your body find a voice

If grief has left you feeling dysregulated, restless, or exhausted, this episode offers a grounded place to begin. You don't have to eliminate your feelings. You can start by tending to your body.

🧘 Timestamps:

00:00 You Can't Think Your Way Out of Grief
00:42 Welcome & Why the Body Comes First
02:10 Shock, Numbness & Brain Fog After Loss
05:30 When the Numbness Wears Off: Anxiety & Grief Waves
08:45 Why Grief Overwhelms the Nervous System
11:10 The First Step: Conscious Relaxation
13:40 Focusing Practices (Breath Counting & Mantra)
18:50 The Relaxation Response Explained
23:30 Movement as Meditation
27:40 Sensory Practices: Sound, Touch, Scent
30:20 Creating a Sleep Sanctuary After Loss
37:15 Reimagining the Bedroom After Losing a Partner
44:10 Journaling as a Body Practice
50:30 Giving Your Body a Voice (Writing Prompt)
55:40 The Puzzle Metaphor: Putting Pieces Back Together
58:10 This Is Your Home Base in Grief
1:01:30 Closing Reflections

Full show notes and resources:
https://heatherstang.com/podcast/

Connect with Amanda on Instagram:
https://instagram.com/amandapalermo1018

Work with Heather

💜 Try Awaken Grief Support Free for 14 Days
Live support, guided practices, and community for people living with grief.
https://heatherstang.com/grief-group/

🎥 Free Living With Grief Workshop and Live Q&A With Heather
A gentle introduction to mindfulness-based grief support with time for questions.
https://heatherstang.com/living-with-grief-workshop/

🎓 Mindfulness & Grief Coach Certification
Professional training for helpers who want to support others through grief while caring for themselves.
https://heatherstang.com/mindfulness-grief-coach-certification/

Grief can feel chaotic, exhausting, and unpredictable. Many people receive support after a loss, but still feel unsure what to do when emotions surge or the nervous system feels overwhelmed.

In this episode of the Mindfulness & Grief Podcast, Heather Stang and cohost Amanda Palermo explore why having a system matters when you are grieving. Not stages. Not fixing. A compassionate framework you can return to when you do not know what to do next.

This episode introduces the Mindfulness & Grief System and explains how structure can help reduce suffering, restore a sense of choice, and support you in living alongside grief without denying your pain.

This is the first episode in an 8 part series that will walk through the Mindfulness & Grief System step by step.

In this episode, you will learn:

• Why grief often feels overwhelming and disorganizing

• Why support alone is not always enough

• How a system helps when your nervous system is dysregulated

• What makes the Mindfulness & Grief System different

• How structure can create safety without rigidity

00:00 Why grief needs more than support
00:45 Welcome and episode overview
01:40 Why grief feels chaotic and exhausting
03:10 What people mean when they say "just get through it"
05:05 Why a system helps when emotions surge
07:20 The difference between stages and systems
09:10 How structure reduces suffering
11:05 Mindfulness as a practical skill, not a mindset
13:40 Choice, agency, and the nervous system
16:15 What the Mindfulness & Grief System offers
18:50 Who this system is for
21:30 What to expect in the 8 episode series
23:10 Closing reflections

Heather Stang: https://HeatherStang.com

Amanda Palermo: AmandaPalermo108 on Instagram

If you are a parent navigating grief, you may find these podcasts supportive:

Grieving Out Loud with Angela Kennecke
https://emilyshope.charity/podcast/

Widowed Parent Podcast with Jenny Lisk
https://jennylisk.com/

💜 Try Awaken Grief Support Free for 14 Days
Live support, guided practices, and community for people living with grief.
https://heatherstang.com/grief-group/

🎥 Free Living With Grief Workshop and Live Q&A With Heather
A gentle introduction to mindfulness based grief support with time for questions.
https://heatherstang.com/living-with-grief-workshop/

🎓 Mindfulness & Grief Coach Certification
Professional training for helpers who want to support others through grief while caring for themselves.
https://heatherstang.com/mindfulness-grief-coach-certification/

The holiday season can be especially tender when you are grieving. Familiar traditions, gatherings, and quiet moments can intensify the ache of missing someone you love. Even well meaning silence from others can make the loss feel heavier and more isolating.

In this episode of the Mindfulness and Grief Podcast, thanatologist, yoga therapist, and author Heather Stang talks honestly about why the holidays can be so painful, the social awkwardness many grieving people experience, and how meditation can offer a quiet place of connection when your heart feels full. Heather introduces the concept of continuing bonds and shares the Life Imprint practice, originally developed by C. J. Vickio and taught by Robert Neimeyer, as a way to honor love without forcing cheer or closure.

This episode points you to a gentle guided meditation that can be practiced during the holidays or anytime you are missing your person. The reflection can also be used as a journaling practice and is suitable for both simple and complicated relationships.

🎁 Download your free Grief Sensitive Holiday Planner:
HeatherStang.com/holiday-planner
Includes mindful prompts and reflection exercises to help you plan the holiday season with care and compassion.

You will learn:

• Why missing your loved one can feel sharper during the holidays
• How silence and avoidance from others can add to grief, even when intentions are good
• What continuing bonds means and why many people find it comforting
• How the Life Imprint practice supports connection, even in complicated relationships
• Why meditation can help you sit with longing without becoming overwhelmed
• How this practice fits into the Mindfulness and Grief System, Step Six, Continuing Bonds
• Ways to use this reflection as a meditation or journaling practice

If you find this episode helpful, please follow the podcast and consider leaving a review so others can find support when they need it most.

Thanksgiving can be an emotionally complex day when you are grieving. Even simple traditions or familiar gatherings can feel overwhelming when your heart is carrying loss. Whether this is your first Thanksgiving without your person or one of many, it is normal to feel tender, unsure, or stretched thin by expectations and family dynamics.

In this episode of the Mindfulness and Grief Podcast, thanatologist, yoga therapist, and author Heather Stang shares seven mindful tips to help you navigate Thanksgiving before the day arrives, during the gathering itself, and afterward when everything settles again. Through personal stories, trauma sensitive guidance, and practical mindfulness tools, Heather offers a grounded way to care for your heart and reduce unnecessary suffering on this meaningful holiday.

🎁 Download your free Grief Sensitive Winter Holiday Planner:
heatherstang.com/holiday-help
Includes mindful prompts and reflection exercises to help you plan for the holidays with clarity and compassion.

You will learn:

• How emotional tension builds before Thanksgiving and how mindfulness can help you recognise it early
• A simple visualization practice to uncover what may feel difficult on the holiday
• How to understand and express your needs clearly, including a real life story of how one family transformed their day
• Personal rituals that can bring comfort and meaning during Thanksgiving
• Why children's grief is often overlooked, how to talk with them honestly, and how to support them at their own pace
• How different grieving styles, such as instrumental and intuitive grief, shape family dynamics during the holidays
• What to expect after Thanksgiving, why an emotional drop is normal, and how to tend to yourself with care

If you find this episode helpful, please follow the podcast and consider leaving a review so others can find support when they need it most.