Everybody talks about marathon blocks, PRs, stacked race weekends, and pushing harder. Nobody talks about what happens in between.

In this episode I'm getting brutally honest about burnout, obsession, identity through performance, injury culture, emotional regulation, and why sitting in your base might actually be the smartest thing you can do as a runner.

We're talking about:

• overtraining in runDisney culture
• ego and pace attatchment
• maintenance vs stagnation
• learning to stop abandoning yourself
• rebuilding life during grief and major change
• why consistency matters more than hero workouts

By the end of this I hope you've asked or answered if you're building fitness...or are you building a life you can actually stay inside of.

This episode is about honesty. The kind we avoid, the kind we soften, and the kind that eventually finds us anyway.

I talk about what it looks like to stop lying to yourself in running, in life, and in the way we show up online. The difference between how things feel and what's actually true. The cost of protecting a version of yourself that no longer fits. And what happens when you finally face something you know for a while.

This one is real-time. Not polished. Not wrapped up neatly. Just where I'm at, what I'm learning, and what I'm working through.

If something in this hits...it might be something you already know.

A catch-up episode in the truest sense.

We talk perspective, how the same experience can feel completely different depending on how you show up to it.

From Pilates to race weekends to life in general. I share my experience at SeaWorld’s Seven Seas 5K, reflect on a Springtime Surprise weekend that didn’t go as planned (in the best way), celebrate our community through the Rundees, and shout out some incredible London Marathon finishes.

This one isn’t about having it all figured out. It’s about showing up in the middle of it anyway.

I almost didn't record this episode.

Not because I don't care, but because everything in my life feels heavy right now. And I don't have the clarity I'm used to bringing into this space. But instead of waiting until I feel better or have it all figured out, I'll do it sad.

This episode is a real time check in. No polished message, no perfectly packaged takeaway...just me being honest about what it looks like to keep going when things feel uncertain.

I talk about what this runDisney season has meant to me, briefly, the highs, the setbacks, and the community that's keeping me grounded as I head into Springtime Surprise Weekend at Walt Disney World Resort. And more than anything I came back to this:

Do it scared.

Do it sad.

Do it when you don't know.

Because sometimes the win isn't having the answers...it's not disappearing.

What if you're not underfueling...you're overfueling?

In this episode, I'm breaking down how I went from blindly following fueling formulas to actually learning what my body needs, and why those "one size fits all" recommendations might be holding you back more than helping you.

We talk about the reality of overfueling, GI issues, sodium overload, and why effort, not just time or distance, should guide how you fuel. I also share how using power changed the way I understand my runs, and why heart rate alone doesn't tell the full story.

This episode goes deeper into my personal experience training with Ulcerative Colitis, navigating food limitations, fatigue, and the constant balance of trying to fuel enough without overwhelming my system.

If you're training for a race, following advice you've seen online, or just trying to figure out what actually works for you, this is your reminder that your body is not a formula.

Take what resonates, leave what doesn't, and start learning what works for you.

This year, I've only run 77 miles outside of racing.

And for a second, I thought that meant I was losing everything I worked for.

But the more I sat with it, the more I realized...I'm not starting over.

In this episode, I'm breaking down the difference between completely stopping and actually maintaining your base. We talk about what a base really is, what's happening in your body when you build it, and why you don't lose your fitness as quickly as you think you do.

I also get into the pressure a lot of us feel to always be training, always progressing, always chasing the next race...and how that mindset can quietly lead to burnout.

Because a hard truth is, most of us aren't getting paid to do this..but we're structuring our lives like we are.

So this is a conversation about finding balance. About doing enough without doing everything. About staying connected to running without letting it take over your life.

If you've ever felt like you're falling behind, like you've lost your fitness, or like you have to start over every time you step away...

you're not starting over.

In this episode, I'm diving into a conversation that's been everywhere lately... Who belongs at runDisney?

I talk through the debate around training vs. no training, walkers vs. runners, and the idea that some people are "taking spots" from others. I break down why that argument isn't as solid as it sounds, and how quickly we start making assumptions about people we don't actually know.

I also share my perspective as someone who values training and effort, but refuses to turn that into a reason to exclude others.

For me, this all comes down to one thing: Awareness. Not your pace, not your finish time, not your corral...but how you show up in a shared spaced and how you treat the people around you.

I close the episode with some personal updates-where I'm at mentally, what I'm training for right now, and what this next season is looking like for me.

If you've had thoughts about this conversation, or if you've ever questioned where you fit in as a runner, this one's for you.

What does it mean to actually take to run a full runDisney season?

In this episode, I reflect on the pressure of chasing the “perfect” race calendar and what I’ve learned from stacking race weekends like Wine & Dine, Dopey, Princess, and Springtime Surprise.

I talk about the things I didn’t fully understand when I first started doing this many races in a season and how injuries, burnout, strength training, and recovery eventually forced me to look at my training differently.

If you’re thinking about signing up for multiple races or wondering how to balance training, recovery, and longevity, this episode is my honest reflection on what it really means to train for a season instead of just a single race, and the questions I think runners should ask themselves before filling up their calendar.