In this episode of The Peace After War Podcast, I return after taking a full week off social media to recenter, restructure, and stabilize. I speak directly to veterans (and anyone who's carried the weight of hard service) about why so many of us remain stuck in chaos, isolation, and self-made wars long after leaving the military.

I cover:

• The veteran tendency to refuse help, stay skeptical, and turn normal life trials into ongoing turmoil
• How we mislabel God's trials and tribulations as trauma
• Why the enemy specifically targets veterans and how to recognize his whispers
• Using the discipline, resilience, and obedience you already gained in service to walk in peace instead of chaos
• The simple power of talking to God like a Father — no religion, no performance, just real relationship
• Personal updates on baby Isabel (already doing things 5-month-olds do at 3 weeks old), Carolina, and the peace I'm living in now

This is straightforward, no-fluff conversation for anyone who feels the emptiness of mediocrity or missing mission after service.

If you're a veteran tired of the internal war and ready to step into peace and purpose, this episode will speak to you.

Ready to go deeper? If you want one-on-one help untangling these knots and building a real daily relationship with God, book a call with me here: My Calendar Link – Schedule a Conversation

We meet weekly, and I also run group coaching calls. I'm not here to sell you — I'm here to help you if you're truly ready to do the work.

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Thank you for listening. God bless you.

In this unfiltered episode 130 of The Peace After War Podcast, I sit down in my studio and share exactly where I'm at right now — just days after the birth of my daughter Isabel on April 16th.

I open up about the last 25 days: how I went from heavy anxiety about money, business, clients, and fatherhood… to a deep, daily peace that I've never had before. This isn't theory or a polished sermon. It's me talking straight from the heart about what a real relationship with Jesus Christ actually looks like — not just religion, not surface-level faith, but talking to God like a Father who wants to hear the truth from you every single day.

I discuss:

• Welcoming my daughter and feeling God's presence in the delivery room
• Navigating new parenthood, work, and marriage without losing peace
• Why many of us think we already have Jesus in our lives when the relationship is actually shallow
• The process I went through (fasting, sanctification, facing the devil's attacks) to move from salvation to truly walking with God
• My past darkness — divorce, wanting to not wake up, being a cop and veteran carrying trauma — and how God has redeemed every part of it
• The exact invitation I'm extending: if you're tired of anxiety, chaos, and surface-level faith and you want to commit to a real relationship with Jesus, I can walk with you through a proven 7-day process. Reach out if you're ready.

This episode is raw, unedited, and real. No fancy production, just honest conversation. If you've been listening to earlier episodes and felt the pain, the anger, or the struggle in my voice — this is the other side.

Links mentioned:

• My calendar link (in bio/socials) for a real conversation if you want to explore the 7-day journey. https://calendly.com/peaceafterwar/one-on-one
• Go back and listen to older episodes to hear where I came from

God is waiting. He's not far. He just wants a real relationship with you.

If this episode moves you, share it with someone who's walking through war right now — whether that's divorce, trauma, anxiety, or feeling distant from God.

Thank you for listening. God bless you.

In this episode of the Walking with God Series, I talk about the journey God has had me on for the past month.

I hit 39k in December, but I felt empty and disgusted with myself because I never once gave God the glory.

I was running from Jesus, fighting the call, and letting pride take over.

I share the hard moments — firing my business coach, the signs on the trail I couldn't ignore, and the moment I finally stopped fighting and leaned all the way in.

Now I can't unknow what I know. Once God shows you the truth, you can't go back.

If you've ever felt successful on the outside but empty inside, or if you've been scared to fully surrender to God — this episode is for you.

My testimony will serve as your lesson. Listen with an open heart.