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Purposely Crossed

Purposely Crossed

By: Jamila "Jae" Nickerson
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This is a place for those who have been hurt, confused, overlooked, broken, and wondered, “Why did this have to happen?”. Here we find meaning in the moments that tried to break us. What felt like a burden was really an assignment, and every season that stretched us, was shaping us. Nothing that happened was random—it had purpose.

Each episode leans into real life: betrayal, heartbreak, loss, disappointment, waiting, and unexpected pain. Yet, through every story, we uncover the same truth—God was present, intentional, and working behind the scenes. The things we thought were setbacks were actually setups. The battles were building us. The cross wasn’t a mistake; it was part of the mission.

This podcast invites listeners to reflect, heal, and grow. We explore how Jesus was crossed on purpose, and how our own lives echo that same pattern: pressure with a purpose, pain with a promise, and purpose hidden in the process. We don’t avoid the hard questions—we walk through them together with faith, honesty, and hope. If life has ever cut deep, if you’ve ever been crossed by people you trusted, or if your journey has felt heavy and confusing, this space reminds you:

You weren’t abandoned. You were assigned. There was purpose in every step.

Welcome to the conversation.

2026 Jamila "Jae" Nickerson
Christianity Spirituality
Episodes
  • EP 10 "Proper Wound Care By The Caretaker" | Purposely Crossed
    Apr 14 2026

    Hey y’all, we’re back!

    Welcome to Episode 10 of Purposely Crossed Podcast—and first off, thank you for rocking with us on this journey.

    In today’s episode, we’re joined by the amazing Michelle Douglas. This conversation hits a little different because we share similar roots—growing up as PKs (pastor’s kids), navigating church life, identity, expectations, and everything that comes with it.

    We talk about the real stuff—finding yourself, dealing with pressure, feeling misunderstood at times, and growing through experiences that aren’t always talked about openly in church spaces. It’s honest, it’s relatable, and it’s definitely needed.

    Michelle is a devoted wife and mother who keeps God at the center of it all, and her perspective brings both wisdom and transparency to the conversation.

    As you listen, come with an open heart. If you’ve ever had experiences—inside or outside the church—that shaped you, challenged you, or grew you… this one’s for you.

    Take a seat, join the conversation, and don’t forget to like, subscribe, and hit that notification bell so you don’t miss what’s next.

    Key Verses to study:

    Luke 17:11-19 (ESV)

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    •Linktree: https://linktr.ee/mford930

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    1 hr and 12 mins
  • Purposely Crossed Podcast Highlights | EP 01-09
    Mar 31 2026

    This week, we will reflect on episodes 1-9.

    The PC team is fasting this week, and you are welcome to join us. We will meditate on Hebrews 11 & Hebrews 12. We’re praying for strengthened faith and clarity and revelation on our journey, and into the next.

    Thank you for your continued support. We love you from the bottom of your hearts.

    PC Corporate Consecration:

    We will fast from 3am-4pm daily, and No eating during that time but be in constant meditation on the word of God. (If you must have something to hold you over or have special needs for your medical health, please stick to fruit & veggie only, and do not over indulge.)No eating after 8pm at night.

    Please seek diligently, and remember to feast on the living & Holy word of God as temptation arises. Remember, and be encouraged that anytime temptation is present, there also lies an escape. Here are a few scriptures to go by;

    •1 Corinthians 10:13 “No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it.”

    •Matthew 26:41 “Keep watch and pray, so that you will not give in to temptation. For the spirit is willing, but the body is weak!”

    •James 1:12 “God blesses those who patiently endure testing and temptation. Afterward they will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.”

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    1 hr and 23 mins
  • EP 09 “How Sexual Sin Holds You Hostage” | Purposely Crossed
    Mar 24 2026

    On this week's episode, Jae discusses the discomfort of addressing a sensitive topic, and the conviction she experienced to talk about it. Sexual immorality can have a great affect on one's life, and in this case Jae shares how it started in her childhood, led to enslavement, lustful addiction, spiritual blindness, and many other strongholds. The importance of transparency and deliverance from sexual sin is emphasized, along with the spiritual significance of being hidden in Christ, rather than hiding in crisis. This episode is "unorthodox" and doesn't agree with the ways of culture, but is Biblically sound, and rooted in faith.

    _You are not alone.

    If you're struggling with sexual immorality or sexual addiction, please know that you are not alone and there is no shame in seeking help. God's grace is sufficient, and healing is possible through him.

    If you need someone to talk to, reach out confidentially at ( jcn@purposelycrossed.com ).

    Takeaways

    • The impact of sexual immorality goes beyond personal guilt and shame, it can affect spiritual intimacy and clarity of purpose.
    • Transparency is essential for maintaining deliverance.

    Some Key Verses to study:

    -1 Corinthians 6:12-20

    -Colossians 3-5

    Chapters

    • 00:00 The Uncomfortable Conversation
    • 11:41 The Impact of Sexual Immorality
    • 20:19 Enslavement to Sexual Sin
    • 27:01 The Spiritual Impact of Sexual Sin
    • 33:26 Transparency and Deliverance

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    To sow and support Purposely Crossed's work and ministry:

    https://donate.stripe.com/dRmaEY6Nl1CHblvdcG5Ne02

    Stay Connected with Purposely Crossed:

    Follow Jae IG: @TheJaeNickerson

    Follow Purposely Crossed IG: @PurposelyCrossedPod

    • Linktree: linktr.ee/thejaenickerson

    • YouTube: youtube.com/@thejaenickerson

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    40 mins
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