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If I Could Say One More Thing

If I Could Say One More Thing

By: Andrea Appelwick | If I Could Say One More Thing
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Summary

A podcast about the words left unsaid... the unfinished conversations that linger in memory.

Through real stories from real people, each episode explores love, loss, grief, and the moments that still echo. Part storytelling, part reflection, If I Could Say One More Thing is a safe space for memory, closure, and connection.

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Episodes
  • S02E09 — The Seat I Didn’t Take
    Apr 27 2026

    Some shifts don’t announce themselves. They simply ask you to stay. In The Seat I Didn’t Take, Clara finds herself in an ordinary moment on a train: an empty seat, a pause, a familiar impulse to step aside. What follows isn’t a dramatic turning point, but a subtle interruption of a lifelong pattern, the habit of leaving early, of making space before being asked. This episode is a reflective audio story about presence, self-erasure, and the small decisions that reveal how we’ve learned to move through the world. It explores what it means to stay (not loudly or heroically, but gently) and how awareness can begin with something as simple as remaining where you are. After the story, Andrea speaks with Clara about why she asked for this story to be written, what she recognized in herself while listening, and how patterns of being “easy” often form quietly over time. Their conversation touches on emotional self-awareness, embodiment, and the courage it takes to notice the moment before we disappear. If this episode resonates, follow the show and share it with someone who might recognize themselves here. 🎼 Music Credit Claude Debussy — Rêverie (L. 68) Recorded, produced, and published by: Gregor Quendel Arrangement based on notes by: hmscomp Licensed under Creative Commons CC BY-NC 4.0 https://www.classicals.de/ 🌐 Connect & Submit Your Story Website: https://www.ificouldsayonemorething.com Story submissions (private): SayOneMoreThingPod@gmail.com Instagram: @sayonemorething TikTok: @ificouldsayonemorething

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    39 mins
  • S02E08 | The Person Who Knew Me Before
    Apr 13 2026

    What happens when someone from your childhood recognizes you before you recognize yourself? In The Person Who Knew Me Before, Jennifer unexpectedly runs into her former babysitter decades later in Thousand Oaks, California. What begins as a brief, ordinary encounter becomes something quieter and more profound: a moment of being seen without explanation, by someone who knew her before adulthood taught her how to be manageable. This episode is a gentle, hand-holding story about memory, identity, and the early versions of ourselves that learned how to cope long before we learned how to name what we felt. It explores the idea that healing doesn’t always arrive as a breakthrough... sometimes, it arrives as recognition. Sometimes, as a return. After the story, Andrea speaks with Jennifer about why she asked for this story to be written, what resurfaced from her childhood through the process, and how certain encounters don’t change our lives so much as steady them. Their conversation reflects on emotional self-trust, inner-child awareness, and the courage it takes to stop being easy and start being honest. If you’d like to stay with these stories, following the show helps you find the next one... and sharing helps someone else find this one. 🎼 Music Gabriel Fauré - 3 Romances sans paroles, Op. 17 Piano arrangements by the late Hiroshi Munekawa (Piano1001.com) Licensed under Creative Commons CC BY-NC 4.0

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    24 mins
  • S02E07 | The Spring I Returned to Myself
    Mar 30 2026

    Twenty-six years after a promise made lightly in a botanical garden, a woman imagines returning, not to change the past, but to understand it. In this episode, Liora revisits a single season from her twenties and the man she never quite left behind. What unfolds is not a love story, but a meditation on timing, tenderness, and the quiet ways certain people shape us simply by how they move through the world. Set between an English kitchen and an Italian garden in early spring, this story explores missed signals, imagined reunions, and the mercy of hindsight. After the story, Andrea speaks with Liora about why she chose to imagine this meeting, what it gave her emotionally, and how some “what ifs” don’t need answers... only attention. A gentle, reflective episode about growing older, returning to oneself, and learning that not all unfinished things are meant to be completed. If this story found you, linger for a moment. Follow the show, share it with someone who might need a gentler way back to themselves, and if there’s a question you’ve been carrying quietly, a conversation that never quite happened... you’re welcome to send it to me.

    Some stories don’t ask to be finished. They just want a place to land. 🎼 Music Credit Spring - Movement III: Allegro pastorale from The Four Seasons by Antonio Vivaldi Live, unedited performance Recorded at Wiedemann Recital Hall, Wichita State University John Harrison - Violin Robert Turizziani - Conductor The Wichita State University Chamber Players https://johnharrison.cc Permission for publication by: John Harrison License: Creative Commons CC BY-SA 4.0

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    29 mins
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