Episodes

  • Different Point of View - Song I Wrote for My Daughter

    Different Point of View - Song I Wrote for My Daughter
    May 24 2026
    Here is a song I wrote to my daughter. Different Point of View. I am including the lyrics below. I hope you enjoy. It’s those moments that you can’t see Memories of yesterday, where I can’t be The world keeps on spinning while I’m standing still They say it will get easier, but I don’t think it will Holding you back is what I did With mixed emotion of trauma growing up as a kid Left to follow you when it wasn’t right Seemed to be the only version of tears you felt at night Your eyes became curtains of things you feel Covered in a heartache that severs you still How do I get back what we’ve both lost When you’re always the one that’s seems to keep paying the cost If you could see me now, what would you see Would it be a reflection of who you really need Would I make you proud, like I used to do Would you look at me now with a different point of view I’ve picked myself up and I get stronger everyday But that’s not the version of me you saw yesterday Now I’m standing tall and looking ahead Wishing I could change all the memories you’ve ever shed Time was against all the pain I couldn’t heal Ticking through the moment now space to find and steal Pushing through the darkness trying to light my way Leaving you behind in a world that you have today How do you look in a reflection that hurts you so Too many emotions, like age they grow I can’t give you now, what is lost I can only pray your vision of me it won’t cost If you could see me now, what would you see Would it be a reflection of who you really need Would I make you proud like I used to do Would you look at me now with a different point of view I’ve made my mistakes, and I almost died I’m sorry for all the emptiness that you’ve ever felt inside Finding myself in a world I now want to stay From the different me you remember from yesterday Healing from a life you used to see Is my bridge of hope leading you back to me Now in front of you here I stand With nothing to offer but my hand If only step by step and breath by breath is what we do Maybe then you’ll get the chance to see a different point of view If you could see me now, what would you see Would it be a reflection, of who you really need Would I make you proud like I used to do Would you look at me now, with a different point of view If you could see me now, what would you see Would it be a reflection, of who you really need Would I make you proud like I used to do Would you look at me now, with a different point of view If you could see me now, what would you see Would it be a reflection, of who you really need Would I make you proud like I used to do Would you look at me now Would you look at me now Please look at me now Will you look at me now With a different point of view...
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    4 mins
  • Never Use Alone

    Never Use Alone
    Nov 3 2025

    There are designated drivers that dedicate themselves to ensure that someone makes it home safely after a time of drinking. Someone to ensure that they are safe and they don't judge and belittle them. Someone that ensures that they get medical intervention in the possibility of alcohol poisoning or alcohol overdose. So, what happens in the same scenarios but instead of the choice of substance is not alcohol, but instead drugs? Not just "street drugs", but any and all drugs. Even from your local gas station, synthetic? In this episode, I talk about an organization that I came across that offers this type of lifesaving intervention for those that use drugs, regardless of kind. No, judgement, no legal reprimanding, just someone on the other end of a phone line ready to call 911 while you "use". The service isn't about enabling; it's about being the "designated driver". So, please join me in this Podcast as well as my others either on my Podbean or YouTube Channel @ dee let me clear my throat. Time is the one thing in life you can't get back, knowing there is someone dedicating theirs to help you, can be lifesaving. I'm not promoting drug or alcohol use, but if you do, Contact: NEVER USE ALONE. 800.484.3731 or 877.696.1996.
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    1 hr and 29 mins
  • Domestically UnAlived - Power and Control for Eternity

    Domestically UnAlived - Power and Control for Eternity
    Sep 2 2025

    In this episode, I go over the devastation and importance of domestic violence and suicide. I talk about some of my own personal experiences, as well as some resources, not only for the victim but for the abuser as well. Help is available and is possible. It does not just affect the victim and the abuser, but a whole family. If healing and intervention is not implicated, then the cycle continues on and on to future generations. I feel that this needs to be addressed in a greater importance than just throwing someone in jail or sending them to a couple of classes, especially when a victim feels that the only alternative is suicide, or an abuser decided to take both lives into their own hands with a murder/suicide. Giving them the power and control for eternity.

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    1 hr and 54 mins
  • Domestically UnAlived

    Domestically UnAlived
    Aug 18 2025

    This episode is a HUGE trigger for me. I talk about not only my own experiences but also the importance of domestic abuse and suicide. Abuse is NO joke! Suicide is NO joke! When you put the two together the result is beyond heartbreaking. The statistics of even one is too many. Please join me in this episode, as well as my others, either on my Podbean or YouTube Channel @ Dee Let Me Clear My Throat. I have also started a TikTok. It is still fairly new, but I am excited to see what its future will hold.
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    1 hr and 57 mins
  • My Feelings

    My Feelings
    Jul 27 2025

    Happy 2-year Podcast Anniversary to us! In tonight's episode, I expressed my excitement in celebrating 2 years of doing my Podcast. I also got into my emotions and feelings. Talking about things in my life and where I am at today with myself. I started doing my Podcast to not only help myself in a form of self-healing, but to also share my life, stories, and resources to others in order to help provide them a positive moment of hope, courage, dignity, understanding, reflection, reassurance of someone relating to what they don't say, and an opportunity to want to take your next breath without it suffocating you. As I always say, the one thing in life that you can't get back, that is priceless, is your time. If you dedicate it by sharing it with me, then I know that you have taken your priceless time and shared it with me, and for that, I am honored. Thank you for being a part of this journey and I look forward to many more priceless moments and sharing them with you.

    Please join me in this Podcasts as well as my others either on my Podbean or YouTube Channel @ Dee Let Me Clear My Throat. Although, still new, I just recently started a TikTok Channel @ Dee Let Me Clear My Throat.

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    46 mins
  • Judge Mental Life

    Judge Mental Life
    Jun 3 2025

    Unlike the pictures in an activity book on how many different things you can pick out or notice, life is anything but an activity book. Instead, it seems that society seems to find ways to pick out and determine what is deemed to be an acceptable kind of different and a judgmental version based off of opinion, the latest trend, money, and so on. We are brought up from birth to not only be conditioned by this, but we unknowingly pass the same form from generation to generation. Please join me in this podcast as we touch base on some scenarios that have crossed my mind. You can also find this and my other podcasts on my Podbean Channel and/or my YouTube Channel @ dee let me clear my throat.
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    1 hr and 12 mins
  • Feelings

    Feelings
    May 21 2025

    Feelings, emotions, thoughts, self-worth, the list goes on. This seems to be where I am tonight. In this podcast, I talk about a variety of emotions and even throw in a couple of corny jokes. Please join me in this Podcast, as well as my others either on Podbean or on my YouTube Channel @ Dee Let Me Clear My Throat. I also just started a TikTok channel @ Dee Let Me Clear My Throat.

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    46 mins
  • Equal Right My Ass

    Equal Right My Ass
    Apr 10 2025

    In this Podcast, I am going to touch base on a very important topic. I will warn now that this may be a HUGE TRIGGER for some. Equal Rights are supposed to be the foundation as an American in the United States. In this episode, we will discuss how true and accurate this really is. Please join me in this podcast, either on my Podbean Channel or on my YouTube Channel @ dee let me clear my throat.

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    1 hr and 15 mins